no one is even going to read this

i just want to get this off my chest i have had a realy bad past few weeks i have lost my only best friend i think i have been depressed and things are staring to finaly pick up i started a diet i feel good im finding it a little hard to stick to it but i know it works cuz i have done it before and it worked and then i just stoped and started back eatting junk but its time for a lifestyle changeim hopeing i can do it iam realy haveing to push myself i havent felt like doing any makeup vids cuz of the depression, i felt like i lost myself and no one cared like i was drowning and there was nothing i could do, yesterday was a realy good day i actualy got stuff done around the house and just felt good but its like it creeps back up on me when im not looking,

my best friend someone i have known for almost 10 years up and cuts me out of her life and replaces me she wasent just my best friend she was my sister she knew me better than anybody and people like that arnt supposto let you down like that and it hurts cuz now i have no friends that i can talk to in person

its been a long long past few days!!! im gonna be learning how to do some realy cool scrapbooking stuff and im realy excited and i need to send in my pics to the dead girl glamoure site so they can put them up, i just havent found the ones i like the most yet. been working on my farm on farmville trying some new stuff i dont know it i like it yet or not but we will see.

i hope my step dad had a great day today being that it is fathers day and all. he has been more like a dad to me that my real father, and for that i am thankful he is a great man and a wonderful grandfather to Adler

i love farmville