just talking

hey everyone,just an update, the youtube contest when great got a few new subbies and also lost a few but thats ok, no worries, i have a great idea for a craft vid and also aonther vid, so hopefully they will be up soon. but other than that i just started the insanity workout and it stands up to its name lol, its hard but its only 60 days, and thats nothing compaired to all the days i have just sat around the house doing nothing, i really want to make this work, i really do, so im hoping i can do it, i want my son to be proud of me and not be embarrassed by me, and i want to be proud of myself,